Only Death Do Us Apart

My Interest in Baking II

2012-01-10T19:05:00.002+08:00

with frosting..frosting fail though.. will try again on frosting..will update =)

made this today..big sucess.. devil food cake from martha stewart's receipe.. luv..nt too sweet..taste good..good for bfast <3

butter cake made some time back...small one is a sucess..taste gd but big one think too big liao..inside nt cooked even though its li burnt...lesson learnt..shall adjust and try again

My Interest in Baking

2011-11-23T17:41:00.003+08:00

Banana Walnut Mini Muffins =) Yum yum...

(in box of 20 mini muffins)

Chocolate Chip Chewy Cookie =)

Bowling Ball..

2011-09-19T13:58:00.010+08:00

Columbia Freeze Black Silver..this is my final choice..=)

Freeze - Scarlet/Black
http://columbia300.com/products/detail_balls/freeze_scarlet_black2/

Tropical™ Black/Pink
http://www.stormbowling.com/products/balls/classic/black-pink
I like this one

Tropical Breeze™ Pink/Purple
http://www.stormbowling.com/products/balls/tropicalbreezepink-purple
I like this one too

Tropical™ Red/Black Pearl
http://www.stormbowling.com/products/balls/classic/red-black-pearl

wedding dresses

2011-09-17T12:28:00.007+08:00

Was browsing through the web to see if any nice casual white dress can be wear for ROM de...

okok la...nt bad..

i really love this, as per google search its not for sale yet, design by jenny packham..even its for sale i doubt i will buy cox her designs all is few thousands de..few thousands for jus a few hour ROM? expensive sia...

other than the 2 for ROM i found, i saw 2 dresses tt i totally luv but nt tt casual, mayb tt wld b the style i wan for wedding day, still too early though..

luv this dress... LUV~

this is aso nice but but weird..mao mao de..lol

some dress found at dressale.com

http://www.dressale.com/greek-goddess-oneshoulder-empire-apparel-p-24675.html

http://www.dressale.com/one-floral-shoulder-empire-outfit-p-23250.html

http://www.dressale.com/top-sale-beading-one-shoulder-neck-with-sensual-slit-design-p-11946.html

http://www.dressale.com/new-design-casual-looking-white-chiffon-column-bridal-gown-features-exquisite-beading-detail-p-2617.html

http://www.dressale.com/elegant-casual-wedding-dress-features-empire-waistline-p-2747.html

http://www.dressale.com/new-style-wedding-dress-with-the-beaded-bodice-and-flare-skirt-p-3291.html

Korean BBQ

2011-09-09T00:38:00.000+08:00

Su Korean cuisine at fareast..Expensive but i guess still cheaper than Jang Shou by quite alot..
the short rib is so niceeeee...the kimichi soup is super spicy but super damn nice..miss it so much.. =\

Beef short rib

the side dish tt comes w the set...it actually nt very nice..the side dish at jangshou is alot nicer

so niceee..esp eatin tog w lettuce, the sauce and garlic..miss it

the super spicy and nice kimichi soup..

shall edit this post w my korean bbq at jang shou esplande ...canot find the photos....

Skin Care

2011-08-03T23:36:00.000+08:00

Nature Teaoil for white/black heads and pimple..its actually good, need to shake and apply w cotton bud, its white in color after shake, dab lightly on skin will do, can see results in a few days. bought from taipei vending machine, payeasy website also have but very hard to buy into singapore..wondering how after i finish this bottle =(

PureBeauty pomegranate antioxidant eye cream bought from taiwan but also sold in singapore watson. Its good so far, can see effect and helps w fine lines and dark circle...still luv it, thinkin of tryin their other products..make in korean...

Loreal Vibrating Eye Cream from watson..well totally useless, no effect, worst i feel my eye area skin even more damage.

Eyeliner

2011-08-03T00:10:00.000+08:00

Maybelline gel eyeline, online review is good, even my bf mom says its good. But still it doesnt suits me, is ther something wrong w my eyes or my makeup skill is cui? it still smudge on my eye..yucks..so no no for me X|

Kate eyeliner thicker brush. i randomly bought without any online research after failure w maybelline from watson... omg it turns out good..doesnt smudge at all and so damn easy to apply...luv it but the brush is too thick for some of my desired makeup.. so i bought another kate eyeliner as shown below...=D

This is the 2nd kate eyeline i tried, v rich...doesnt smudge and doesnt dry as fast as the 1st kate i bought.. mayb its too rich tts y..so after apply try not to blink too hard, let it dry and it can last a whole day, easy to remove as well..So far so good, still hunting better ones..always on a lookout for new eyeliner..hehehe

Makeup

2011-08-03T00:03:00.000+08:00

Missha Signature BB cream no.21 bought from taiwan watson. cant seem to find in singapore, it suppose to be top BB cream in year 2010. All i can say is i totally love it..its awesome, coverage is good, and not sticky, smooth on skin pretty fast, need to let it stay on skin for around mayb 5mins, it wont smudge after 5mins and is smooth, no need to apply additional powder li some other bb cream... found it on gmarket, so probably gonna buy there =D <3 it!

Taiwan taichung wedding photo package

2011-03-11T00:43:00.002+08:00

This is the taiwan package i bought some time back..
http://www.bvlgari-wedding.com.tw

was looking through their website. kinda like this theme in their gallery 愛麗斯的天空..
http://www.bvlgari-wedding.com.tw/gallery/index.php?mode=album&album_id=71

but duno suit us a not..hmm

Windy cold day

2010-07-20T21:00:00.001+08:00

Saturday i've gt a netbook as bday present..thrill super happy but yest i lost my hp..super sian..and gao wei...haix

where to get $...i need a new phone hmmm...plus i m so damn broke now

humid troubled night

2010-06-14T02:17:00.002+08:00

i cant talk to anyone...or rather duno how to..
i was thinkin of quiting sch but i feel v wasted but at same time i'm afraid midway i cant tahan animore...

one thing i still cant get a decent job sigh...

i feel very stress..can somebody give me some advise?

Vanishing in wish

2010-04-01T21:00:00.000+08:00

i want to be disappear...i want to be Vanished...

Humid Night

2010-02-02T20:11:00.002+08:00

hmmm..somehow dun wanna tell him...
but i need to express it out..
i dun wanna write on fb as well cox he will see...and other will see...
duno eh...

I JUS WANNA SHOUT

BABY I LOVE U!!!! veri Veri Veri Veri Much

Hot hot sunny day

2010-02-02T17:29:00.002+08:00

Well..i m in total blanks today..
was suppose to go cc study today but i was too lazy..lazy li a pig...
jus too lazy to simply step out of the house..

amazingly heard from my frien tat prelim timetable is out..omfg...is li late feb to march..
meaning end of this mth..and i haven even finish 1 subj...

my brain is in bkk..i dun wanna all this stress, i jus wanna slack my life away man but i cant...
tts life...facts of life that cannot be escape...
ppl say u can go against fate but r u sure u can? for everything? nah..i doubt so, jus li i wanna slack my life away and enjoy my life away...i need $ and where can i get? i mus wrk... how to get more $? to get a gd deg and a better paying job to succeed..so tts the fate tt cant be against...

Unless..

i strike toto...ahhaa which is 1 in a million chance...

slpy...miss my baby...tts all

Sunday Boring Day

2010-01-17T15:28:00.001+08:00

well...last time i was saying i m v upset...i m still quite upset..but it felt better after a sms session w my baby...

love~ always the only 1 that can brighten up my mood my day...

Humid windy sleepless night

2010-01-17T01:13:00.002+08:00

I am v unhappy...Duno isit mood swing or wat... I'm just v upset & the only person tt could make me feel better is doin nthin or rather making or doin things to make my mood worst...

heart bleeding day

2009-12-26T12:24:00.002+08:00

somehow i feel i shld leave him le...
he doesnt care at all..
all he does is angry when the fact is he did something wrong..
den end up it became my fault...

shld i really continue my life w a lier that i love?
mayb our love was a lie as well?
mayb he say love me aso is a lie as well?
jus to keep me shut up..

since he hate me so much..y he still wanna lie to me...y nt jus break w me?

teary day w broken heart

2009-12-22T20:30:00.003+08:00

really disappointed...
smoking so important?
i try to be considerate...
day1 u tell me i say can u quit dun smoke le k? u say okok wont le..
day2 u smoke again...i repeat same thing and again u say ok...
again u do it..i cant take it baby..
u took it for granted jus becox the 1st few times i nv quarrel nv make a big fuss??

i feel i m li so damn unimportant...
becox the things u promised u jus fail to do for 4 years....
year by year we quarrel..year by year jus cox i love u..u took it for granted...
or isit u jus wan me to leave u...so u on purpose did that?

Tempting day

2009-12-18T20:04:00.002+08:00

accompany niece go buy straightener...v tempted..tried their curler aso..even mre tempted..
i thinkin of selling my babyliss straightener to buy jose eber flat iron + curler...cox my current de cannot do on wet hair..v inconvenient for me

can someone buy for me please???

Tiring humid day

2009-12-17T19:23:00.002+08:00

Today just wrote a stupid complain letter to Singtel. I doubt got any use but they just have to know your way of managing your call centre sucks?

"I'm complaining on behalf to check on a $450 deposit status, but called on 2 days, both days before 6pm to billing, it just hang up, saying experiencing high q call, please call back again. Suggestion: at least allow us to leave a number and make sure you guys will call back within at least 3 working days?

Thus, i was forced to call by the general line. i called mandarin waited for 15min, i call English waited for 45min.
By time i reach some1, billing is close for the day and can only wait for them to call me back as the cco check, cheque was approved but didn't know when and how it will be sent to us. Isn't that ridiculous? I don't blame the cco but since it was approved already, why didn't billing call us back? and leaving us waiting like idiot, wasting time to call a hotline that is so hard to get through?"

was totally pissed cox i call till my handphone low batt...
most pissed that their billing IVR jus hang up? i was li wtf...

Evening

2009-11-19T18:03:00.002+08:00

Hmmm jus realise my blogskin shows perfectly on mozilla but not internet explorer...shall do sthin abt it..nxt time..lol

Rainy Day

2009-11-19T15:15:00.002+08:00

finally change my blogskin..okok la..no time make nice nice de...so take instant de..lol
so sian..rainy day..feel li slpin..no mood study..hate myself!!!lol

2009-11-17T18:29:00.001+08:00

anybody free help me change my blog?? lol

2009-10-01T16:13:00.002+08:00

recently love a korean song call i love you myfairlady/takecareofyounglady(gt2names) drama....too long nv play w blog template forget how to add music to page le..when i have time baa...lol

Mayday rocks!!!!

2009-09-01T01:27:00.002+08:00

Went for mayday concert... due to really broke act never buy tix but so lucky gt free de though super far frm stage but still so happy:). too engross in the concert so nv take photo plus camera no batt up by clear.. they sing till 12+ mn so nicee!!! The nxt time I come I sure mus buy their most exp tix to watch them frm front ;))) my 4ever ou Xiang!! Luv;D

2009-08-25T02:39:00.001+08:00

I love him but wats the point? When I still feel alone even when he slp by me... I had to convince myself tt he really did love me.... I m tired... Sick of tearing but I can't help it... Mayb I shld convince myself not to love him anymre...

2009-08-25T02:36:00.000+08:00

I look nrmal behave nrmal... Look happy... Am noisy cheerful but none is real.... Lookin happy everday but crying every night quietly...

2009-07-29T02:20:00.000+08:00

Its 2am in the morning...
And I couldn't sleep...
Watching online videos...
Mind wondering all around...
worrying abt $...
worrying abt my life;my relationship; my love

tired

2009-05-05T19:03:00.001+08:00

feel so fan...

suddenly am so so very tired...
well..
i duno why...

its a physical and mentally kind of tiredness...
mayb i jus need to rest...

to move on...

tired

2009-04-30T19:44:00.002+08:00

falling sick..hate this feeling...
ucler, stomach keep awhile awhile pain...coughn cough,headache, body achin....
wanna die liao..

yawnx

feel my life so bored..findin some cheap hobbies now...wahahhaa

well.. well.. plenty of tots

2009-04-17T19:07:00.003+08:00

~well.. well... plenty of tots...

well...

i am nt gd at my words..

I really duno wat to say how to say..

I jus feel worried...

well...

I really duno..

I jus hope that she's ok..

I felt her decision was wrong from start, i tried to say all i can

well..

simply cox...

mayb nt a gd fren tt can knock her head out..

or jus a friend that respect and trust her decision after doin my best..

well...

I just hope she's ok cox

well..

i jus felt worried..

after recievin her phone call..

i jus felt worried..helpless...

and simply duno wat i shld say at all...

well...

i wil jus be here...when she's willing to share...

though i might jus keep quiet..

joke bit..sounds li as if i dun take her seriously...

but is to try make her happier...at least for a sec, a min, a moment...

well..

I am sorry..

useless as a frien...

I HATE CHINA PEOPLE!!!!

2009-03-15T22:27:00.002+08:00

Recently gt this bunch of china ppl move into my block..
den all of a sudden bicycles are everywhere...my mom act cfmed tt those bicycle tt are park li everywhere at the lift lobby belongs to those china ppl 1 level down my house..idiotic la!!!

another thing tt make me fucking frustrated is...
my bf shoe worth $200 is lost and after a while my 4 pair of heels worth total est$150 is all lost too, i jus fixed the heels recently nia lo..TMD

My tolerance is hit to limit.since i gt no prove with regards to the shoes, i shall jus either spoil all their bicycle or i'll jus take photo hoping that the town council do sthin abt it..1st time i hope the election come now..so they will solve the stupid prob fast..

China ppl jus love bicycle, and jus park the bicycle aniwhere they like...li idiot so ugly sight of singapore really, please b4 gov let them in, please tell them singapore is not china!!!

安静了

2009-02-25T11:57:00.002+08:00

This song I like~ lol

安静了
作詞：任家萱 ( Selina ) 作曲：周杰倫　編曲：呂紹淳　

只剩下鋼琴陪我站在這裡
夢想中屬於我們的婚禮
卻成了單人結婚進行曲
在這場愛情角力的拔河裡
愛我還是愛你
你選擇了自己

撒嬌的可愛的黏人的愛哭的照片裡曾經的都是你喜歡的
如今我還在原地你卻走回你的記憶
你說我愛你太多
就快要把你淹沒
你害怕幸福短暫一秒就崩落
分開是一種解脫
讓你好好的想過
我想要的那片天空
你是不是能夠給我
你說我給你太多
卻不能給我什麼分不清激情承諾永恆或迷惑
愛情是一道傷口
我們各自苦痛
沉默是我最後溫柔
是因為我太愛你

只剩下鋼琴陪我站在這裡
夢想中屬於我們的婚禮
安靜了在我枕邊的夢裡
我知道相愛原本就不容易
愛不是1加1
努力就有結局

撒嬌的可愛的黏人的愛哭的照片裡曾經的都是愛著你的
臉頰的淚還溫熱
卻沒有人握我的手
你說我愛你太多
就快要把你淹沒
你害怕幸福短暫一秒就崩落
分開是一種解脫
讓你好好的想過
我想要的那片天空
你是不是能夠給我
你說我給你太多
卻不能給我什麼分不清激情承諾永恆或迷惑
愛情是一道傷口
我們各自苦痛
沉默是我最後溫柔
是因為我太愛你

Valentine 2009 =)

2009-02-22T14:05:00.000+08:00

13th Feb Friday (black friday? ok leh..lol)

celebrated vday on friday, it was ok...
received baby flowers in office around 10am+ happy of cox lol..we eeyore tied to it..so ke ai..hehehe

eeyore flower (hugs~)

flower close-up with bby eye

we went hog's cafe @ vivo to eat...

i took natural rib, baby took blackened rib, mine is nicer i feel lol...

bby's blackened rib

mine=D i love it

we also order some potato which taste ok..it was a farni taste not say nt nice..jus hmm i aso duno how to describe...its nice but jus weird lol....

fried potato with sour cream bacon etc...

bby cut last pcs of steak to heart shape..cute =)

though it look farni lol

FINISHED ALLLLL.....FULLL DONE!!!!!!! lol

and finally my vday present, a necklace..it was nice..quite like it but li nt much clothes to pei with lol.....

my v day present 2009

overall its nice.. thanks baby love u

疯子 - 许哲佩

2009-02-21T10:59:00.002+08:00

This song was intro by ah suz..lol nice song..

疯子 - 许哲佩

[*]
刷牙我想哭洗脸我想哭　
走路我想哭静止我想哭
出太阳我想哭起风我想哭　
听歌我想哭看喜剧我想哭

我控制不住自己　
负担太重的情绪
我拒绝　面对结局　
沉重的问题　
我不想听你给的很多规矩　
说了很久的道理却麻木了我的心　
再压抑　再压抑　
我快不行
天摇地动　昏天暗地

有眼泪　没眼泪　
你觉得　我疯了
我瞬间　耳鸣　听不见你们说的

我疯言　我疯语　
眼泪让　我瞎了
模糊我　眼前世界　
原来快乐要用悲伤换得

repeat[*]

可值不值得　你别想否认　
我要的自由能不能得永生　
可是我累了　我只好哭了　
我像疯子般的不停的哭我没有出路　
你也当我是个疯子　
我是个疯子

Suay suay me

2009-01-22T14:53:00.002+08:00

I feel li changing my blogskin.
gettin bit sick of it but i still love it...
so i duno leh..and i m lazy to do so aso..
can ani1 beautify it for me? wahahaa

ani1 right now i m so bored in office
and i am so stress...
i m nt able to close ani deals for quite some time..and i m very very stress

fucking stress!!
that i feel li burstin le..

lalala...

i want more luck..
i wan more love..
i wan more care..
i wan more concern..
i wan more $$$
i wan more slim..
i wan more rest..
i wan more strong..
i wan more of him..

我不快乐

2008-12-23T11:18:00.003+08:00

我不快乐

I feel stupid...

我很不快乐

真的很不快乐

心痛。。失望。。

有人懂吗？有人在乎过吗？

我觉得好寂寞。。。

心像是要裂开一样。。。

我觉得我是多余的。。。

心痛的感觉只有自己知道。。。

没人懂我，包括他。。。

hurts

2008-11-23T17:53:00.003+08:00

my heart hurts...

I continue to slp even when i am not slpy and awake..to nt feel anithing...

everytime i woke up, just li now...

my tears wont stop...

it jus wont stop...

i hurt myself to stop the pain in my heart..

but the effect is very short...

minutes later...

my heart aches badly again..

tears continue to flow non-stop...

it jus doesnt stop...

i know i m stupid..

but i jus couldnt control myself..

ppl might scold me for being stupid...

but pls understand i cant control..

i jus feel v tong ku...

even after all these hurts..

i still love him...

i hate myself for being stupid..

but i jus couldn't control..

my heart continues to hurt...

my tears continues to flow... ...

五月天 - 你不是真正的快乐

2008-11-23T16:55:00.000+08:00

五月天 - 你不是真正的快乐

人群中哭着
你只想变成透明的颜色
你再也不会梦或痛或心动了
你已经决定了你已经决定了
你静静忍着
紧紧把昨天在拳心握着
而回忆越是甜就是越伤人了
越是在手心留下密密麻麻深深浅浅的刀割

你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳

这世界笑了
於是你合群的一起笑了
当生存是规则不是你的选择
於是你含着眼泪飘飘荡荡跌跌撞撞的走着

你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳

你不是真正的快乐
你的伤从不肯完全的癒合
我站在你左侧却像隔着银河
难道就真的抱着遗憾一直到老了
然後才後悔着

你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳

你不是真正的快乐
你的伤从不肯完全的癒合
我站在你左侧却像隔着银河
难道就真的抱着遗憾一直到老了

你值得真正的快乐
你应该脱下你穿的保护色
为什麽失去了
还要被惩罚呢
能不能就让悲伤全部结束在此刻
重新开始活着

Mandai White Tiger Kills Malaysian Man

2008-11-14T16:43:00.004+08:00

(Photos taken from Straits Time)

Was reading this piece of news form the Chinese papers days ago.
Found out our mandai zoo, that 3 tiger actually killed a man.. omg..
Man was from Malaysia Sarawak if I’m not wrong.
The 3 white tiger killed the Malaysian cleaner who went into their territory for don’t know what reason… and kena attack.. dots…
Injured at back, neck and just die of serious bites and injury…meaning the tiger kill him but never eat him…

Or rather, haven manage to eat him yet…( cox was distracted by the zoo-keepers as they trying to save the cleaner out)

Basically, from what I know, if the tiger eats the man, they MUST be killed because they will crave for more human meat once they start to have the taste of it…

So lucky for the tigers, they were distracted and nv eat the poor guy..

Actually those tigers are still fierce & crave for humans eat I guess,,,
Remembering once I went to the zoo, was at the white tiger spot for quite long..
And realise that everytime a kid/children walks by..the tigers will become excited (keep walking left and right, faster n faster…lol)

My Ma Ge Family

2008-11-04T23:27:00.003+08:00

From Left: Ah Blue Ah Mi Tuo Fo; Yuan Yuan
From Right: Ma Ge Yu; Ma Ge; Hamster
Center from Top: Ma Ge Mao; King Kong

=D

disappointed

2008-11-04T17:04:00.004+08:00

Disappointed...

I had a lousy bf..a bf that makes me really disappointed till end...

Words describing:
Imature
Irresponsible
Lack of Integrity
Lack of courtesy
Hack care attitude
Behave li a spoilt kid

Wat can make him grow?
Till super unhappy things/unfortunate things that happen cause of him that will he wake?

Sigh... ...

To his fishing friends:
You are nt being his friend, u are pushing him to be even mre irresponsible of his life...
Do you have any idea how much debt he is in? just that people dont push him or rather he just MIA from everyone... wai till he even start borrow $ from u guys? and disappear? Again?
Everyone that really loves him from heart is upset, disappointed with him..
His dad, mom, me...

Jacky Wu 齊天大勝憲在不准笑 ... hilarious!!

2008-10-30T10:16:00.004+08:00

This is hilarious!! wahahaha

Jacky Wu 齊天大勝憲在不准笑
Part 1: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jdZWPjWQ_j4&feature=related
Part 2: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=diqNBeU59fs&feature=related

After finish the Jacky show, found that there was really this song:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1aynStEsTwU&feature=related

Then.... accidentally found this link:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YaK8Pmu836U&feature=related

The final link make me laugh till i cry...wahahaha darn farni =D

周杰伦 - 说好的幸福呢

2008-10-29T14:14:00.010+08:00

Simply just love it

周杰伦 - 说好的幸福呢
词：方文山曲：周杰伦

你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了

情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了

时间过了走了爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
离开时的不快乐你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了

怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得

你不等了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
(x2)

怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了
我都还记得
你不等了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

Phrase 4

2008-10-29T10:03:00.002+08:00

Copied from Veron's Blog...
I like this phrase too although it sounds li scolding ppl...lol

"我的身體比你好, 你死的比我早"

Not scold ppl de....is to b said to someone u love... =D

I am so bored

2008-10-18T10:21:00.003+08:00

Today is a saturday and I am in office...Sianded...
9+am went downstairs buy breakfast with my collegue, ate BK breakfast..super full rite now feel alot li slpin...
Nothin much to do right now so feelin rather sianded..today shift alot ppl sia sianded..if nt i sure watch youtube hotshot...heeee
Bored bored bored..sian sian sian...la la la..lu lu lu...ho ho ho...
I am siao liaoo..dun mind me..tata

anyway was thinkin of planning a trip to kelong in decemeber? duno wanan go anot...cox scared li in september lidat..bo fish one..so suay man..den it will b li so boring lo and i m getting darker n darker cox of fishing..lol..my poor skin aging le..wahahaha

Unfair!!! Passport

2008-09-10T21:14:00.003+08:00

Was quite unhappy...felt that the government is unfair...

I spend the extra $ to make the new passport..as a Singaporean, I thought we ought to have some privileges while crossing the custom to Malaysia.

Was with my family to Malaysia, everyone went through the custom using the self service system(by using thumb print) which is alot faster..alot alot faster...

For me, I have to go through the usual way q-ing up with the non singaporeans...
reason being, i have sensitive skins, i dun have proper nice thumb print like most people..
so my whole family have to jus wait for me and i feel frustrated...

And the stupid thing is, i go thru self service cox of multiple failure try, it will beep beep beep, so i need to go to the front and so thumbprint again...i dun mind cox its still faster but the person say by right nxt time i mus go thru the manual way..

Its stupid cox manual way still have to print thumbprint and explain again...doin the exact same thing which jus wont work for me...the q-up way is much much longer lo...arghx

i feel so unfair...

saddening freezing day

2008-08-25T21:59:00.002+08:00

Unhappy times w him again...
duno how to explain wat exactly...
Haix...crying heartachingly, wanted some distraction from the ache so find ppl chat chat...was chatting with my kor jus now...he keep wanna meet me..i know he meant well but i jus wanna be alone...its hrd for me to share what exactly how exactly things happen...

DJ DevilCp!!! Teddie's Cafe BANZAI!!!!!! says:
mei promiss that never chose someone that dont know how to cherish u.

I understand what kor is saying but i really duno...
since young, i am v inconfident, i dun have much friends, dun have much friends tt will be there for me when i need them(or rather i nv let them know?? mayb i shld make mre friends??)

Me: Inconfident, Extremely sensitive, Extremely insecure, likes to see things in a logic way(ability to spot lies though nt 100%), likes to doubt, hard to trust ppl...

with all this que dian, its no wonder why bad things keep happening...
i tried improve, tried change but no results yet..
or isit i dont deserve to be love? deserve to be lied to since young at the age of 8(friends who i told b4 will know..)

haix...life sux

If a Girl Cries for You

2008-08-25T19:23:00.003+08:00

If a girl cried in front of you, it means that she couldn't take it anymore...

If you take her hand, she would stay with you for the rest of your life...
If you let her go, she couldn't go back to being herself anymore...

A girl wont cry easily...
EXCEPT in front of the person who she love the most, she becomes weak..

A girl wont cry easily...
only when she loves you the most, she put down her ego...

To all Guys,
If a girl cries because of you, please hold her hands firmly, she's the one who would stay with you for the rest of your life.

Please dont give her up, maybe because of your decision, you ruin her life.

When she cry right in front of you...

When she cry because of you...
Look into her eyes... Can you see and feel the pain and hurt she's feeling?

Think....

Which other girl have cried with pure sincerity... Infront of you, and because of you?

She cry not because she is weak...
She cry not because she wan sympathy or pity...

She cry...
Because crying silently is no longer possible...
The pain.. hurt... & agony have become too big a burden to be kept inside...

Think about it...

If a girl cry her heart out to you...And all because of you...
Its time to look back on wat u have done...
Only you will know the answer to it...
You might have indirectly the cause of her changing in person...

Do consider it. Cause one day....

It may be too late for regrets...

It may be too late to say "I'm Sorry"(real heart felt sorry)...

Dont do this to a girl,

You may regret for the rest of your life...
Maybe in your life, she's the only one that love YOU the most...
And you ended up HURTING her the most!

phrase 2

2008-08-10T19:48:00.003+08:00

another phrase i come across

"遇到你是我最大的奇迹...
还是我最大痛苦..."

phrase 2

2008-08-09T19:30:00.000+08:00

Another phrase

"你对我说的每一句话, 做的每一件事...
都能让我飞上天堂...
也能让我跌入地狱..."

phrase 1

2008-08-04T14:24:00.005+08:00

Was watching a Taiwan Ou Xiang Ju call Rolling Love..come across a sentence, find it meaningful so just post it as a memory =)

"我相信伤痛一定会渡过...
但爱会留下来..."

kBox

2008-07-27T15:00:00.013+08:00

25 July 2008 Friday

Today met Wendy and Ivy go KBox....lol..it was damn fun because we 3 all damn crazy...wahahhaa....shld go out mre often..but i think we've frightened the ah boy boy at cine de kBox...lol...

Sneaking out my camera and took the 1st shot of the day

wendy and Ivy

Ivy(act li dun wanna kena shot)

we love each other...lol

this 2 crazy girl playing boxing

Singing seriously

2 ghost

haha

ivy act act again...lol..and wendy wanna box her again lol

normal photos

crazy photos...

It was alot fun that day...wahhaa...enjoy it =)

My actual birthday

2008-07-27T14:40:00.005+08:00

21st July 2008 MondaY (My actual birthday =D)

Its my actual birthday today...its a Monday so basically I just slack at home nia...

These are exactly the presents I receive tt day at the chalet..
Thanks to....
Chocolate - Andee (TP Schmates)

Baby Igor - Cheryl (My niece)

CALO RINO bag - Veronica (Secondary Friend)

Chomel bracelet - Candiss (Ex Working Friend)

Poh Heng Key Necklace - Mama (my mama)

CitiGems necklace - F403 classmates (Katherine, Shimei, Nurul, Pak Yuan, Darren, David, WengFei, WeiSiong, Vincent, Zheng Hua, Ming)

Precious Moment - Wee Chou (my bby)

DS Lite - Bernard (my 3rd Bro)

Pansonic FX36 Camera - Jack (my 1st bro)
------------------------------------------------

Biting the key from my left over cake...lol

Today actual day dun wan stay at home so went dinner with baby...at ajisan...

wat a face

taking photos while waiting for the ramen

Renewing my Ajisan Membership

I am so full..puke

After tt went watch Hellboy, i mus say part 1 is nicer...lol...

on bus back...so tired..the show bt 2hrs...only reach home li 1am...yawnx...

END OF MY BIRTHDAY...mmmm

Photos from side camera 4

2008-07-27T14:31:00.005+08:00

Part 4: 19th July 2008 Saturday(Relaxing time..)

not much photos was taken...

vincent and pak

the crazy darren climb out the chalet window

playing with fireworks

so smoky..wahaha...tts my niece is the mist of smoke lol...she gonna kill me when she sees this

TTS ME!!! so scared the thing burnt me...lol

Pleasant happy and tiring moments at Aloha Changi =D
---THE END---

Photos from side camera 3

2008-07-27T14:14:00.009+08:00

Part 3: 19th July 2008 Saturday(Photo taking session)

I name it photo taking session makes me feel li parrot in the bird park..lol
Alot actually but I not posting photos with relatives..mayb jus own family and friends...over here, photos look candid and not so nice...cox its not main camera photos...

My family..all smiling cheeky..i duno/forgt why? lol

I seems to be lookin at the other camera..mmm

with Veron...proper photos with main camera..this is a candid..wahahaa

with Andee...

with F403...all stand till so messy..waahaahaa

in case u wonder....my mama is trying to put on the key necklace tt symbolise 21year old for me...=D

before the cake is destroy...

Finishing soon.......

Photos from side camera 2

2008-07-27T13:57:00.009+08:00

Part 2: 19th July 2008 Saturday(arriving of guest and cake cutting ceremony)

More photos =)

My lovely cake..I just love it...isnt it beautiful??=D

Busy putting cake in place and also...candle in place...lol
(in case u wonder, its my bro, my nieces, nephew and candiss in the photos...lol...CANDID!!!)

My Presents..=D

Me smiling..=)

So PaiSeh...

Sing Sing Singing Song..damn paiseh...so many people for a birthday(shld be once in a life time)

I am sweating li mad already...lol...

To be continued...

Photos from side camera

2008-07-27T13:36:00.010+08:00

Part 1: 19th July 2008 Saturday(arriving of guest and preparation)

My bro came back yesterday but forgot to bring me my photos..dots...
So I shall just post some photos from my own camera, however main photos will still be uploaded when it arrived (god knows when..lol)

This is my chalet on 19th July 2008. Fill with balloons & decos...spend the whole night and day doing it.so damn tiring(though look simple but its really tiring).

Ok I made a mistake by putting "ASH" on the deco cox every1 is asking me...actually its jus my name "Ang Swee Hia" short form ok..mmm wo zhi dao cuo le...

Me taking photo of myself...while others bz setting up the bbq stuff, food and drinks..wahhahaa

Bby eating black black chicken wings before the guest come..lol

Me and Candisss.....

Me and Ming Ming...

Ming Ming and back view of his bf..wahahha

Too many photo duno upload wat aso...if u dun see ur photos here let me know (either i miss out or its with the other camera =))

My 21st Birthday (Feelings)

2008-07-20T20:00:00.003+08:00

My Birthday Chalet is finally over...
Mixed feelings....
I felt relieve, felt tired, extremely tired...lol cox nv really slpt much..
Baby bought precious moments and I love it (although not the right one i wanted lol)...Muacks
Any way regard previous entry on choosing wad camera,I've chose...its Panasonic FX36 and I'll upload some chalet photos later...when i am less tired...wahahhaa

To Be Continued...

(Photos will be uploaded and send to respective people when i got the photos from the main camera, which is with my bro...P.S There are 3 cameras taking photo that day)

which camera shld i get??

2008-07-10T15:54:00.002+08:00

Which one shld i get??

Panasonic LuMix FX36?
Panasonic LuMix TZ15?
Sony Cybershot T300?

dammit

2008-07-10T00:46:00.002+08:00

I am having this breathing problem again..
N I dare not slp right now or rather I cant..
I m telling myself now, i cannot be stubborn le, tml mus go c doctor and see whats wrong exactly cox i dun wan everyday to have to going to die feelin...

almost die

2008-07-09T16:17:00.001+08:00

I almost died this morning...

found job

2008-06-23T19:45:00.002+08:00

Today went interview at Kaki Bukit, reach there abt 4+, after feelin up application form..Interview bt 530pm lidat..den another 30min with the GM..left the place at 6pm...reach hg li 630pm..the guy called to offer job...haha..damn fast..

uncertain bt whether shld take up the job I jus accept...dots...
Hope everythin will turn out happy =)

Anyway, its HR job AGAIN...lol..i m so fan jian...mmmm...jus hope can learn mre thin n turn out to be better

i m fine

2008-06-23T19:41:00.002+08:00

Everyone tt is concern abt me...I'm fine...

I just hope everything will be back to normal, just hope ttt he doesnt lie anymore...mayb some may call me stupid..but if u had love deep enough mayb u can understand how i feel..

Though i am still upset...but i still love him..

Now I am li an animal with skin peeled off...SUPER no sense of security, if he is not w me, i'll still cry for no reason..why? i duno..jus feel insecure

Because I am a Girl

2008-06-22T10:00:00.000+08:00

I just can’t understand the hearts of men
they tell you they want you and then they leave you
this is the first time, you're special
I believed those words and I was so happy

you should have told me you didn't like me any more
but I couldn't see that and you just rushed me
although I will curse you I'll still miss you
since I am a girl, to whom love is everything

I heard that if you give up things too easily
to a man, he will get bored with you
I don't think this is wrong
a girl says that she will never be fooled again
but she will fall in love again

you should have told me you didn't like me any more
but I couldn't see that and you just rushed me
although I will curse you I'll still miss you
since I am a girl, to whom love is everything

Hey babe
the pain
it's not enough to describe how I feel
we were so happy together
but I know now
I've been blind
you told me that you'd never let me down
whenever I needed you you'd always be here
I can forgive but I cant forget
even though you hurt me
I still love you
I still love you

don't take advantage of a girl's willingness to do anything for love
and her caring instinct
I didn't know that to be born as a girl and to be loved was so hard
although I will curse you I’ll still miss you
since I am a girl, to whom love is everything
although I will curse you I’ll still miss you
since I am a girl, to whom love is everything

take me awy

2008-06-21T18:34:00.000+08:00

Take me away please please
Take me away.....

...

2008-06-21T18:20:00.002+08:00

Since young I deserve to be fatherless..
I nv have much friends...since young even till now...

Though i knew my family love me but they nv really understand me...
always from the moment i was born, i was lonely..
I act crazy, I act stupid to make them happy...but i still feel lonely inside me...

My life is a failure... no 1 understands how lonely i feel...
I tot he could but i guess i dun have the honour to deserve any love any concern any care any attention from anyone...

What have I done...I really dont wanna stay on here to live this kind of life...
somebody help me...

...

2008-06-21T18:17:00.002+08:00

I didnt give free space...
I didnt give freedom...
I dont trust him...
Its all my fault...

I deserve to be lied to..
I deserve to be taken for granted...
My trust is deserved to be betrayed...
I deserve to worry for nothin..
I deserve to cry..
I deserve to feel pain..
I deserve to feel hurt...
I deserve everythin...

torn apart

2008-06-21T18:12:00.002+08:00

No longer I know what to say anymore...

i m torn apart...i cant feel myself...

If possible, i wan to b immature and not b so coward for just this once..

to leave every1...to be able to leave every1 tt i've ever knew

If I could stop breathing

2008-06-21T17:26:00.001+08:00

If I could stop breathing or just faint now..
I'll believe there is God..And I'll thank God...

jaychou song

2008-06-21T17:25:00.000+08:00

天空灰的像哭过
离开你以后
并没有更自由
酸酸的空气
守住我们的距离
一幕醉心的结局
像呼吸般无法停息
抽屉泛黄的日记
榨干了回忆
那笑容是夏季
你我的过去
被算是真的忘记
缺氧过后的爱情
存心的眼泪是多余
我知道你我都没有错
只是忘了怎么退后
信誓旦旦给的承诺
却被时间扑了空
我知道我们都没有错
只是放手会比较好过
最美的爱情回忆里待续

so sian

2008-03-26T12:50:00.002+08:00

Dun have to go back there to wrk..i kinda feel relived...

But this few days i feel so bored...nothin to do... call my bf plan somethin for us to do hor..end up everyday at home play psp nia -_-"

Now i looking for job..no idea wat i wan..mayb mre frontline or mayb back to old line which is HR..but this time i wan full spectrum HR, i dun wan li learn nothin lidat..in my ex company, so call HR asst but do mostly nothin much w regards to HR de...mre li clerk tt do administrative duties nia...its meaningless if learn nthin..esp boring admin wrk..

sigh

2008-03-23T23:03:00.002+08:00

crying le.. finally cannot tahan cry le..

y am i behaving lidat recently??

haix.. hate myself so much..

my bf so kelian, enduring my temper shouting, tears, etc...

sometimes its without reason, its my emotions...

i hate myself for treating him lidat..

So I decide to cry on my own, shout on my own... really duno how to unwind myself man..

arghxxx!!!

feeling weird

2008-03-23T22:54:00.002+08:00

Feeling weird today..glad tt tml no have to face tt job again..but den again i feel lost or rather empty..

recently feel so bored lo..gt the v lethargic slack tired bored feeling..awhile happi awhile depress..gonna be mad liao..

Jus msn w my bf, told him i think i really need to unwind myself..need to have some activities tt is fun..make me have fun at least..

I m thinkin of wat to do since i m so broke, as well as him..i really duno leh..do wad den can have fun...mmmm

feel li bursting liao..duno y...all i can think of is sighing leh..

life is short life is gd enjoy life ...but how come i dun feel at all, how come cant enjoy my life leh...mmm.. y i have this character tt always make myself feel so miserable..jus hate myself sometimes lo...haix

my future is a blank

2008-03-17T15:15:00.003+08:00

Again, my path is lost..wahahaha..sian

Went interview last sat, ok ok lo nv really prepare anithing..
Today Cristofori called to offer me a job, location wise Good, pay wise mian qiang can accept..but den Annual Leave wise totally cant..

Only 7days..dots..
if go overseas, dont say malaysia, taiwan (neighbouring country etc).. if go taiwan (at least 4-5days)..Korean (at least 7 days)

So 7days of Annual Leave is confirm plus guarantee no enough one...

Now jus hope MOE can call me.. and if they call, I can pass interview
Meanwhile tryin to re-hunt job again..in case MOE dun wan me..lol

SiaNzZzzzzz.........

What should I Do?

2008-03-14T15:30:00.002+08:00

All the bosses just went out for meeting.. and CAG(Chao Ah Gua) today on course whole day no need see him so gd..

Nthin much to do now, or I shld say totally nthin to do yet.. mayb later..

So sian.. Now I wanna blog some options for my future after i leave here..
1. Awaiting MOE interview till 25March
--> Yes (Go for it) --> No ( option 2)

2. Interview w Cristofori
--> Yes. Pay, location, job scope, career path gd (Go for it) --> No (following options)

3. Study 'A' lvl ownself and find job(educational or banking)

hao fan ar...best is gib me struck toto 4d anithing tt can give me mani $.. so no need so fan.. can jus study, no need wrk

So tired, eyes so heavy gonna slp liao le

SUPER PISSED

2008-03-13T15:02:00.001+08:00

cant take it man, too pissed off..

the ah gua always call me print things, photocopy things etc etc... already buey song, an wei ownself say mayb he v bz since his team so small nia, he gt alot things to do..

but den today i think its not only the case..
(him being a ma pi jing)...he called me n said sthin tt make me super bu suang.
he call me bind something, say by today need to bind hao cox tml have to give my deputy director..
den he say bind hao le put under his desk, tml he pass to the deputy director..(for info, the deputy jus seats behind me nia)
y cant i bind liao straight awy give her..instead i have to go n put at the ah gua desk n tml he personally give to her leh???
claim credit?? si ma pi jing..
f**ing pissed off lo..
where gt this kind of chao ah gua one... the way he talk already super erxin (always pai ma pi), den his attitude..wa lan... i m asst to the deputy lo.. not to him..arghxxx..so pissed off

The name I used for 21 yrs

2008-03-13T12:03:00.003+08:00

What Ang Swee Hia Means

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.

You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.

Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.

You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.

You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.

You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.

You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.

Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.

Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

torturing moments

2008-03-13T11:51:00.002+08:00

in office now, waiting for lunchtime..
feel so so so tired, wanna slp very very much lo..

whole morning did almost nthin, slacking awy surf net etc.. (only did some updates for the fan si ren de meeting)

my table so mani things to do..medical claims haven check(tis is easy)
sian part is stupid chao ah gua things haven do, i super lazy go n punch hole n bind so mani mani things for him lo.. n as n when he will keep coming ask do hao le ma(since he so free walk here n there, smile gayly... when cant he do himself?.. really pissed off)
wife so chio but he is a chao ah gua...er xin ar!!!!

stupid chao ah gua

2008-03-12T11:25:00.001+08:00

stupid chao ah gua..everytime call me do things he dun wan to do..

i curse n swear him ar,, he think i his maid ar.. idiotic..

so pissed off leh .... ARGHXXX

Finally

2008-02-26T16:16:00.002+08:00

Finally, I tender.. Come to think of it so wasted.. already 9mths, tahan another 3 mths jiu 1 yr liao, resume will look nicer but hor i really bth le..
Cry every night till v v v jialat, even cry in office..
I was in a total disaster total breakdown that I had to resign...

So now here I am serving my notice, apparently after i tender i feel better abit at least no mre cry till damn damn jialat..

Will finish my notice arund mid march, plan to take a break so ppl, find me out cox i need to unwind b4 i break again...

And aso I m looking for job, nothin in mind wat i wan but if gt nice job jus intro me lo...I plan to start wrk again in b4 mid april..

And And And aso... if any of u see this, can advise me on somthin..
where can i study for GCE 'A' Level?? (which hasnt started yet/etc) Study as a noob. Pls advise...=)

niCcee

2008-02-05T17:26:00.003+08:00

Find this nice so copied this from Wendy's Blog..lol
:::

If you see me walking down the road with someone else,
it is not because I like his company.
It is because you are not brave enough to walk with me.
If you hear me talking about him all the time,
it is not because he pleases me.
It is because you are too deaf
to hear my heartbeat.
If you feel me falling for someone new,
it is not because I love him.
It is because you are not there to catch me fall.
If you feel lost, I too feel the same way.
I too dunno where the road is going.
Are we going to cross each other path,
or juz completely turn around.
Dun let me walk with him;
it is you I want to walk with.
Dun let me talk of him;
it is you I want to talk to.
Dun let me fall for him;
it is you I want to fall in love with.
I believe in love;
believe in u.
If we are meant to be, we will be..
someday..somehow..

='(

2007-11-13T12:10:00.001+08:00

Anyone gt job intro to me ma??
Felt so upset with my current job..sigh..I'm like a balloon gonna burst le la..

Aftermath Kelong

2007-10-27T09:23:00.000+08:00

21st October 2007 Sunday

This is the following morning of the kelong night spent, feel kinda sick when i woke up tt morning..duno y..but den still went fishing..fun fun..heee..finally i dare to hook my own sotong bait..its an acheivement for me k though still dare not take the fish out of my hook..nxt time mayb ba..

After lunch, jiu wait for boat go back, at this time felt really really sick le..whole body v hot...

Reach jetty, take the van, found out tt no air-con..omg..die die die.. no air-con at tt kind of freaking hot weather will kill me when i m already so sick..

BBy drop the van arund punggol and take 854 back..den i went home w bros..on air con, bathe and slp..when bby come arnd night time i was stil v xinku..I was definately having fever..v hight fever..

Bby was v sweet to me tt night, he rode my bro bicycle to buy porridge for me..den sayang me slp..I wasnt fully asleep but jus feel drowsy dizzy dizzy due to the hot temperature I'm having..I can feel he as n when will feel my body temperature, whether its still v hot..lucky to say the nxt morning my fever went down..but it came back again in night time...same aso..bby take care of me v well till i finally settle down to slp..

Till today, though fever no more ar but duno y cough till no voice..last night n today voice come back abit nia..but still coughin quite badly..sian..

not much to talk liao.. so jus end here...if not so draggy liao...tata!!

Xie xie bby for taking care of me when i so sick =) love u! Muackx!

Kelong Trip

2007-10-27T09:01:00.000+08:00

20th October 2007, Saturday

This is a tiring morning, waken up by my bf 5+am in the morning saying "going to diao yu liao, kuai dian xin lai" wah seh, everytime wake him up he so wad..go fishing jiu so energetic..kns..went down to find the van tt was suppose to bring us to Pulau Sibu @ arund 6am.. At this time, only bby, me, my 2 bros on the van, drove to punggol to fetch my bro's colleague..Here we go....Custom nthin much to say..skip to the part we reach JB, ate AH KUN YONG TAU FOO...not AH KUN LOTI lol..different..singapore is loti, malaysia is yong tau foo...

After breakfast at Ah Kun, its a long long journey(zhang shao han song..lol)about 2+hrs of bumpy rides..the road is so long sia.. uncle initial d..motobikes on the road is initial R (R= Rides, D= Drives)... Finally!!! reach the jetty of Pulau Sibu..altogether its 16 or 17 of us.. As i was walking to find a seat on the boat, i knock my head..so damn painful lo(pain didnt ease till 24th wed)..its was li almost 1/2 hr rides..feel li slping but the breeze is niceeee =D

Reach the kelong, it wasnt as bad as i tot it will be la..as least stable..but the toilet is really smelly ar..gt the urine smell, very heavy de urine smell..

After that is jus fishing fishing fishing...fishin till 4gt take photo..lol so not much photo taken..try to upload some nxt time..gt ppl fish big fish la but we only small fish sad sia..den gt 1 uncle fish till a shoebox fish..look so cute..(photo to be uploaded)

Basically tts how the rest of the day went on..fish and eat fish and eat..but sadly it rains quite abit..cant help it, its monsoon season anyway..so quite bored la..too bored cant find ppl majong.. so might as well play psp..lol, I slpt awhile after that and realise my bby went fishin again..so i go find him lo, we fish in the rain sia..drizzling only though by den but its still so coldd~~~

At night, wanted to fish sotong, but none of us get, only see other ppl get..even maid can get sia.. sad..

I give up, went to bathe.. it was a torture to me sadly to say, 1st of all as i said the toilet is smelly..2ndly,the water dont seems to be v clean..3rdly, I bathe with my slippers on and when i wear clothes I mus be super careful if not jiu kena the dirty floor le.. nthin much to say le..was too too tired..turn in quite early..plus rain in the night cant night fishin aso..

Following morning stories to be continued~~~

Sadxx Sadxx =(

2007-10-15T10:24:00.000+08:00

Feel kinda sad even till now esp see the empty fish tank..

Long-er died last sat..poor thing haix..
I tot it'll survive but it didnt... it died officially 1:55pm after trying so hrd to revive it..sad ar!!! so bu xi guan nv see it..it pei us li so many yrs liao..haix..short term mayb not another pet ba..sianx

Long-er ar long-er i miss u... ...

So shag So tired So Dulan

2007-10-12T14:47:00.000+08:00

What a day, my colleague on leave today and I've to cover for her.. Due to not so understand the situation..I was somehow scolded by someone by email which I feel very pissed off. Hello! pls la i duno whats going on exactly lo..i tot tt colleague of mine has call u to confirm le tts y not indicated in email..mayb i partially wrong la..also no need lidat ma...chicken old hag!!

Today aso tiring day cox yest play majong..win $$$ eh though not alot but quite 'Song' la..lol

Today so cold, rain rain rain everytime rain..i wanna go home early sia..now only 3pm..still gt li 3 and 1/2 hr mre..so long!!!die ar..i think i m goin crazy liao..sadx sadx..

Recently mood v bad. v easy irritated. temper v bad. everythin v bad..v sian

Tonight mayb gt drinkin thingy to go..but den v sian leh..all is guy ba..guess i only gal..boring lo..if gt majong jiu diff talk..lol

back to work lo..head so pain..y so bz!!! arghx!!!

PSP SLIM!!!

2007-10-01T09:45:00.000+08:00

Hehe.. I bought my PSP SLIM LAVENDAR COLOUR DE.. SO expensive.. cox its not officially launch in singapore. Its imported from japan, gt warranty li no warranty lol..spoil mus go japan customer service..lol

Anyway, its expensive lo, because v diff from PSP, dont dare to modify on ownself, call the shop ppl to modify, at least if anything wrong, they fu zhe ma lol..

It went well, and i play li crazy..monster hunter 2 rocks..lol

I m crazy, gt chance den upload my ke ai psp slim photo... gtg wrk lo..tata

I'm Back!!!! To the BloGgerS =D

2007-09-25T09:13:00.000+08:00

Super long nv upload le..
Actually wanted to upload the photos, etc tt was taken on Anni.. but den so so no time lo..

Everyday work, after work jiu lei si le..Zzzzzz...
For the sake of $$ only lo if not zao jiu quit lo..v boring de eh & tiring & far from my house.. SIANZZZzzzzzz....

There is one thing I wanna say, unlike "Some People" who is very eng, only know how to critisize other ppl on the blog and say till if she is the most fortunate the luckiest gals and other ppl is li crap li shit most suay de..ur fren is angel, other ppl fren is devil..lame lo..I'll jus stop here, haha cox she is jus a slut..if u wana be a bitch, i can be 'bitch-er' den u, U know?

Now in office lo, so sianzzz... duno why suddenly can access to blog, last time i tried canot leh..so farni de..lol
Nothing much to do now lo..actually is gt la..but hor i lazy to do..maybe later...now jux blog, play game and slack.. wat a tiring day!

Yesterday raining, i feel ok in office. Today big sun i feel cold in office..Whats wrong w my body system sia..lol

What ever it is, its really important that ppl learn how to respect ppl..so tt ppl will give u the same respect u wan/dun wan.. i duno...lol..after so many yrs so trash, finally i understand this.. but how come some ppl jux cant? after living for so long, they are still childish? Come on! we pass the ages of the ah beng ah lian period le..jus grow up..

I know I m not quite in a place to say all these da dao li la..but den all these is the fact k.. if u think i m not in the position to say these kind of things, den jus pretend is some old hag say de la..i dun mind.. for wat i said is the cruel fact tt some childish ppl had to face... =)

I love this song but not available aniwhere =(

2007-05-23T23:26:00.000+08:00

This is a song from Mediacorp channel 8 9pm show Mars Vs Venus(Xin Fu Shuang Ren Zhuang). Lyrics may not b accurate. If u like the song as well, i dun have it cox cant find aniwhere, however u can go to youtube to listen.. best version i found is on this link --
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i1cJ83POi3E

Enjoy =)

**Ani One who knows where to get this song or have this song pls Tag me to contact**

Title: Would you be there?

If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there...

If I will wait, would you still think of me,
And wished that you could hold me now.
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
All the way..

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be there,
To kiss my pain away?

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be there,
To kiss my pain away..

Would you be there..
For me...

by MediaCorp music producer Redwan Ali.
Ending song of the show Mars vs Venus.

Filled with misery

2007-05-10T13:57:00.000+08:00

I am basically crying now, so painfully tt i cant stop at all..
I want to but I really duno how to face him animre..
I m tired already..
I dun wan to but i feel li giving up already..
I feel very miserable cox i want him so much yet i feel i couldnt animre..

Ppl say its hard its painful but u have to inorder to stop misery for rest of ur life..
I understand what they said, but i really love this guy..
Mayb I m fan jian or what..
Cox no matter how many time dix guy lies to me, i'll forgive him in the end..

This time i am willing to forgive him but..
I duno how to face him again..I miss his face his everything..but..
I really feel li escaping from him from everything..

A feeling, a pain worst den hurting myself physically..
Basically, I hurt myself physically, it cant even cover up the pain inside my heart..

I am so lost... ...

我真的真的很爱他

2007-04-18T16:19:00.000+08:00

我真的真的很爱你，你可能永远都不能体会我的心情。
我一想到我们可能会分开，我的心就立刻碎了。
I really love him..
I clearly understand that i love him..
Though i think i am already drained out, i feel really tired..

I tell myself before, no matter how tired i am, i'll hang on because i love him...
Now though that mentality never change, but i had already almost lose all of the confidence in our relationship...

If there is an angel here right now, tell me what i should do...
I really dont bear to be separated from him, really cant w/o him...
I know what i want, but things in life is beyond our control, why life is lidat...

我真的真的很爱你，你可能永远都不能体会我的心情。
爱他真的很辛苦，可是我还是100个愿意爱他。。。

但是，我真的不了解他的心到底要的是什么？
我要他快乐，我现在最痛苦的是他不快乐。。。

如果他不爱我了，我最不希望的就是他施舍的爱。。。
我要他真的爱我，是因为真的爱我才留在我身边，说着真心的我爱你。。。

真的痛苦，也真的爱他，what should i do...

Nice Day

2007-04-15T11:00:00.000+08:00

Was so Damn sick..hahaha..went out with baby on saturday evenin lidat went to find Sapporo Ramen lol...we reach clarke quay, walk half way super super big rain so we took a cab to gallery hotel where Sapporo Ramen was located...both of us had miso ramen, his w garlic mine without..hahaha its damn salty but i still kinda like it though i burnt my tongue...

As for baby totally cant tahan the miso saltyness hahaha, keep complaining and complaining only...after tt we walk from gallery hotel to clarke quay coffee bean to lim kopi..hahaha but tt idiot service crew nv say the nets n visa is down..wth, in the end we have to walk all the way to UOB plaza there to draw money and walk back again...i mus say the coffee is nice...baby took caramel iceblended and i took the ultimate, and and and we had a chicago cheesecake...mmmm nice =)

After tt jiu walk from there to orchard, hang arund at cathay, i wanted to watch movie but no show i wanna watch leh, den i use my phone to see GV plaza got show wad and was surprised to find out tt ''300" is still showing hahaha, so we sort of walk very quicky to PS to buy the 2350 tickets..it was only li 10pm nia lo...so went carrefour but drink and bought tissue aso cox i flu quite jialat heeexx...walk arund wait wait wait den jiu can go in lo..hahaha..The movie not bad but i still li "the reaping" better..

As we walk down from the movie level, we saw something tt is hmmm kinda funny..hahaha

there was sort of a sales by carrefour at lvl one dere...they actually use....hahaha to surround the whole booth, see the photo below and u'll noe it..

after taking this stopid photo jiu took cab home lo..reach home li 3+am lidat ba..haha
END of the day

The Reaping - 10 plague

2007-04-07T22:04:00.000+08:00

April 6th 2007 Friday.. Good Friday
Its movie Day wahahahaa!!! =D

After my interview, we walk arund & went taka there de pepper lunch to makan..spend li 30bucks, so expensive eh..kns.
After that went cathay house to catch movie cox gt 12% discount using uob card..actually wanna watch "300" but no more le..sadx...so end up we watch "The Reaping" WOW!! its a great movie to me & i love it..heex..

The movie starring Hilary Swank call katherine inside, she originally is a religious person to GOD butden after her family kena killed, she no longer believe in GOD and miracle..she uses scientic reasons to counter the "10 plagues" that happen to MOSES and people in BC???duno when exactly..if u watch the movie, her long speech inside commenting about the 10 plagues is really WOW WOW WOW!!! ahahha

The 10 Plagues and its scientific reasons she actually commented could be found in the web, so i jux find it and paste it here =)

4Plague 1—water turned into blood, fish died
~ The redness in the Nile could have actually been pollution caused by volcanic activity, which, due to the color of Nile silt, could make the Nile turn blood red, and would also render it undrinkable. Heavy rains in the red-soiled area of Lake Victoria could have caused reddened water to wash downstream.
~ Alternatively, a red toxic algal bloom (red tide) could have produced large quantities of toxins that would kill fish.
~ Earthquakes could have caused a limnic eruption the same way it happened at Lake Nyos.

4Plague 2—frogs
~ Any blight on the water that killed fish also would have caused frogs to leave the river and, probably, die.

4Plagues 3 and 4—biting insects and flies
~ The lack of frogs in the river would have let insect populations, normally kept in check by the frogs, increase massively.

4Plagues 5 and 6— livestock disease and boils
~ There are biting flies in the region which transmit livestock diseases; a sudden increase in their number could spark epidemics.

4Plague 7—hail
~ Volcanic activity not only brings with it ash, but brimstone, and also alters the weather system, occasionally producing hail. Hail could also have occurred as a completely independent natural weather event.

4Plague 8—locusts
~ The weight of hail will destroy most crops, leaving several insects and other animals without a normal food source. The remaining crops therefore would become targeted heavily, and thus be destroyed by swarms of locusts which would otherwise be distributed rather thinly. Or the locusts could have increased due to a lack of predators. Even without these explanations, swarms of locusts are not uncommon today.

4Plague 9—darkness
~ There could be several causes for unusual darkness: a solar eclipse, a sandstorm, volcanic ash, or simply swarms of locusts large enough to block out the sun.

4Plague 10—death of the firstborn
~ If the last plague indeed selectively tended to affect the firstborn, it could be due to food polluted during the time of darkness, either by locusts or by the black mold Cladosporium. When people emerged after the darkness, the firstborn would be given priority, as was usual, and would consequently be more likely to be affected by any toxin or disease carried by the food.
~ The word we know as "firstborn" may have meant the higher social class rather than literally the eldest sons, but the same argument applies.
~ In the 2006 documentary Exodus Decoded, Jewish Canadian filmmaker Simcha Jacobovici hypothesised the selectiveness of the tenth plague was under the circumstances similar to the 1986 disaster of Lake Nyos that is related to geological activities that caused the previous plagues in a related chain of events. The hypothesis was that the plagues took place shortly after the eruption of Thera (now known as Santorini), which is thought to have happened some time between 1450 BCE and 1650 BCE. The eruption sets off a chain of events resulting in the plagues and eventually the killing of the first born. Jacobovici suggests that the first borns in ancient Egypt had the privilege to sleep close to the floor while other children slept on higher ground or even on roofs. Like in Lake Nyos, when carbon dioxide or other toxic gases escape the surface tension of a nearby waterbody either due to geological activity or over satuation, the gas being heavier than air, "flooded" the nearby area displacing oxygen and killing those who were in its path. Jewish households escaped the fate because they were told to observe their first Passover rituals.

!END OF EXPLANATION! =)

Rougly is lidat la..hahaha
Above explanation taken from "http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Plagues_of_Egypt"
so anyone interested can go read it =D

Quit Smoking Commercial

2007-03-31T22:40:00.000+08:00

Recently there is a very disgusting commercial regarding "z quit smoking". When i first saw it i was li yeeeks!!! so damn gross..lol .. actually wanted to post the poster but cant find it anywhere online..haha nvm...jux wanna comment on the things said in the ads...

There was a sentence the so call gum cancer patient says:
" 戒烟难, 不戒更难。"

But my stupid baby change the meaning wahahaha, he says:
" 借烟难, 不借更难。
SO 借我一根吧! HAHAHAHAHA!!! "

if u get the meaning of it, its so farni wahahaha =D
but if u dont, u either lack sense of humor or not a chinese(or chinese idiot chinese..lol)

ya ya ya..i know i m lame but i like..wahahhaa =D

Dedicating to You...

2007-03-26T22:23:00.000+08:00

Dedicating to You...

你知道吗?
我很喜欢牵着你的手的感觉
那是什么样子
我好希望再来一次
♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡

懂得让我微笑的人
再没有谁比你有天份
轻易闯进我的心门
明天的美梦你完成

整个宇宙
浩瀚无边的尽头
每颗渺小星球
全都绕着你走

爱我非你莫属
我只愿守护
由你给我的幸福

爱我非你莫属
也许会笑着哭
但那人是你所以不怕苦

懂得让我流泪的人
给的感动一定是最深
在我心中留下伤痕
你同时点亮了星辰

整个宇宙
浩瀚无边的尽头
每颗渺小星球
全都绕着你走

爱我非你莫属
我只愿守护
由你给我的幸福

爱我非你莫属
也许会笑着哭
但那人是你所以不怕苦

那麽多相遇
偏偏只和你
天造地设般产生奇迹
哦...我心的缝隙
我想除了你
任谁也无法填补这空虚

爱我非你莫属
我只愿守护
由你给我的幸福

爱我非你莫属
也许会笑着哭
但那人是你所以不怕苦

那人是你所以不怕苦
哦...我不怕苦
♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡

hmmm

2007-03-23T12:55:00.000+08:00

wanted to blog abt quite alot long time but lazy la..den forget all le..
haha

last night almost ended up in hospital but i try my best to hold on to the pain..diarroea vomit, arghx..still my stomach is so pain... scary sia.. end up i had to postpone my 2nd round of interview to monday.. Now still abit pain, haiz duno how sia..sianx

wat a day...

i wan happy everyday..i wan happy forever

2007-03-12T18:22:00.000+08:00

Sunday 11th March baby after saturday duty, morning come find me eat Mac breakfast den after tt jiu go hime, den meet him at Dhoby in the afternoon... hmmm we walk around, i bought a show at far east..

cost 19.90 den after tt i saw similar shoe at taka but costs 245bucks..wahahaha

Den we walk walk walk, so hungry den go makan seoul garden at ngee ann city there...so nice food =) hahaha

Den we go cineleisure see gt movie ma..act wanna watch "blood and chocolate" but no have le..so we walk around den bought bby so good, buy me a CD i wanted to buy... "MAYDAY - Born To Love" album.. wahahaha so nice, got a lot free gift hahaha

Hmmm, den after that walk walk lo...walk to cathay house there see gt movie ma, in the end still dont have..act baby want to watch "300" but i dun like war war kind of show so we watch "Primeval".. nice show but the croc is haha but exagerating, so damn big, mouth keep open n close open n close hahaha

After the show is li 12 am le ba..we took bus 147 go hougang..reach hougang about 1am, baby sent me home le jiu take cab home =)

Reach home cant slp den found my house gt the majong show "Que shen 3"

so i watch lo..till mornin 6+am den slp..

wat a day....

Feelings Now

2007-03-09T18:38:00.000+08:00

I forget where i've taken this chinese phrase from..but it reflects on my feeling now..however my feeling now is worst den the things said in the chinese phrase.. have been crying every night, having sleepless night, thinkin wat should i do, i really duno..i feel so tired...
I really dunno if i could still hang on.. i wish i want to hang on but i'm really feeling very tired... How???

"当你不想我的时候，
我会难过。

当你不理我的时候，
我会更难过。

当你不理会我的感受的时候，
我会无法呼吸。

你说你烦，
那又怎样？

我说我心情低落，
那又怎样？

可能是因为我缺乏安全感。
可能是我胡思乱想。
可能。。。可能。。。

你的漠不关心让我心碎。"

MayDay Angel

2007-03-09T18:30:00.000+08:00

How i wish u could really be my angel..
A song from Mayday...

"你就是我的天使
保护著我的天使
从此我再没有忧伤

你就是我的天使
给我快乐的天使
甚至我学会了飞翔

飞过人间的无常
才懂爱才是宝藏
不管世界变得怎黱样
只要有你就会是天堂

像孩子依赖著肩膀
像眼泪依赖著脸庞
你就像天使一样
给我依赖
给我力量

像诗人依赖著月亮
像海豚依赖海洋
你是天使
你是天使
你是我最初和最后的天堂"

Only Death Do Us Apart

My Interest in Baking II

My Interest in Baking

Bowling Ball..

Tropical™ Black/Pinkhttp://www.stormbowling.com/products/balls/classic/black-pinkI like this one

Tropical™ Red/Black Pearlhttp://www.stormbowling.com/products/balls/classic/red-black-pearl

wedding dresses

Korean BBQ

Skin Care

Eyeliner

Makeup

Taiwan taichung wedding photo package

Windy cold day

humid troubled night

Vanishing in wish

Humid Night

Hot hot sunny day

Sunday Boring Day

Humid windy sleepless night

heart bleeding day

teary day w broken heart

Tempting day

Tiring humid day

Evening

Rainy Day

Mayday rocks!!!!

tired

tired

well.. well.. plenty of tots

I HATE CHINA PEOPLE!!!!

安静了

Valentine 2009 =)

疯子 - 许哲佩

Suay suay me

我不快乐

hurts

五月天 - 你不是真正的快乐

Mandai White Tiger Kills Malaysian Man

My Ma Ge Family

disappointed

Jacky Wu 齊天大勝 憲在不准笑 ... hilarious!!

周杰伦 - 说好的幸福呢

Phrase 4

I am so bored

Unfair!!! Passport

saddening freezing day

If a Girl Cries for You

phrase 2

phrase 2

phrase 1

kBox

My actual birthday

Photos from side camera 4

Photos from side camera 3

Photos from side camera 2

Photos from side camera

My 21st Birthday (Feelings)

which camera shld i get??

dammit

almost die

found job

i m fine

Because I am a Girl

take me awy

...

...

torn apart

If I could stop breathing

jaychou song

so sian

sigh

feeling weird

my future is a blank

What should I Do?

SUPER PISSED

The name I used for 21 yrs

torturing moments

stupid chao ah gua

Finally

niCcee

Tropical™ Black/Pink
http://www.stormbowling.com/products/balls/classic/black-pink
I like this one

Tropical™ Red/Black Pearl
http://www.stormbowling.com/products/balls/classic/red-black-pearl

Jacky Wu 齊天大勝憲在不准笑 ... hilarious!!