The wind is shaking the windows
and over my small room,the stars fill up the sky
shining brightly too many to count
the stars reassure tired me
shining brightly too many to count,
that are deep inside me
Don’t be hurt too much.
They hug me tight and pamper me
and comfort me,telling me to go to sleep
Though I’m exhausted to the point where I can’t walk
Though my tears blur my vision
Even if Love's not meant for me
I will keep on smiling
Even though our happy times were short
I’ll treasure it deep inside my heart
like those countless number of stars, forever
My dream is coming.
though it is unusual that my one star is bright
it is very bright, even blinding..
it comes down to my shoulder
Stop being so sad..
it holds my hand as it touches me
and gives me a warm hug
Only for today, I won’t cry though my eyes fill with tears
I want to laugh like those stars
Oh~ I want to cherish all my happy moments
deep inside my heart
Like those countless number of stars, forever...
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I never really like blogs. But all of a sudden i feel like creating one. I guess I am really too stress, i just need a place for me to write or talk to. I dun wan any feedback or comments. Jus wan a place to say everything out.
Exams coming, totally no mood to study totally cant focus at all. Still figuring whether he loves me anot, he say he does so i try my very best to trust him but it seems so hard. I am the kind of gal that wil constantly feel insecure and constantly need love n secure. He may say i think too much but that is what i am. I didnt wanna think too much as well, it jus make me miserable but i cant help it. Somehow i just feel he doesnt need me at all, he have his friends, his games etc.. i am jus a extra person tt appears in his life. with or without me wont make much difference.
And i think he will enjoy more going out with other people than with me..i just wan him to enjoy himself and be happy but it seems that i m always the one making him feel unhappy.. I wanna know what he is really thinking about...if he feels he doesnt need me i rather cry rather feel hurt than he feeling unhappy with me...
What shall i do? it may be i thinkin too much but it may be not.... i m lost i m so trying my best to trust back relationship again but will i fail?? i duno i really duno...haix ='(
