***found job***

Today went interview at Kaki Bukit, reach there abt 4+, after feelin up application form..Interview bt 530pm lidat..den another 30min with the GM..left the place at 6pm...reach hg li 630pm..the guy called to offer job...haha..damn fast..

uncertain bt whether shld take up the job I jus accept...dots...
Hope everythin will turn out happy =)

Anyway, its HR job AGAIN...lol..i m so fan jian...mmmm...jus hope can learn mre thin n turn out to be better




***i m fine***

Everyone tt is concern abt me...I'm fine...

I just hope everything will be back to normal, just hope ttt he doesnt lie anymore...mayb some may call me stupid..but if u had love deep enough mayb u can understand how i feel..

Though i am still upset...but i still love him..

Now I am li an animal with skin peeled off...SUPER no sense of security, if he is not w me, i'll still cry for no reason..why? i duno..jus feel insecure



***Because I am a Girl***

I just can’t understand the hearts of men
they tell you they want you and then they leave you
this is the first time, you're special
I believed those words and I was so happy

you should have told me you didn't like me any more
but I couldn't see that and you just rushed me
although I will curse you I'll still miss you
since I am a girl, to whom love is everything

I heard that if you give up things too easily
to a man, he will get bored with you
I don't think this is wrong
a girl says that she will never be fooled again
but she will fall in love again

you should have told me you didn't like me any more
but I couldn't see that and you just rushed me
although I will curse you I'll still miss you
since I am a girl, to whom love is everything

Hey babe
the pain
it's not enough to describe how I feel
we were so happy together
but I know now
I've been blind
you told me that you'd never let me down
whenever I needed you you'd always be here
I can forgive but I cant forget
even though you hurt me
I still love you
I still love you

don't take advantage of a girl's willingness to do anything for love
and her caring instinct
I didn't know that to be born as a girl and to be loved was so hard
although I will curse you I’ll still miss you
since I am a girl, to whom love is everything
although I will curse you I’ll still miss you
since I am a girl, to whom love is everything



***take me awy***

Take me away please please
Take me away.....



***...***

Since young I deserve to be fatherless..
I nv have much friends...since young even till now...

Though i knew my family love me but they nv really understand me...
always from the moment i was born, i was lonely..
I act crazy, I act stupid to make them happy...but i still feel lonely inside me...

My life is a failure... no 1 understands how lonely i feel...
I tot he could but i guess i dun have the honour to deserve any love any concern any care any attention from anyone...

What have I done...I really dont wanna stay on here to live this kind of life...
somebody help me...



***...***

I didnt give free space...
I didnt give freedom...
I dont trust him...
Its all my fault...

I deserve to be lied to..
I deserve to be taken for granted...
My trust is deserved to be betrayed...
I deserve to worry for nothin..
I deserve to cry..
I deserve to feel pain..
I deserve to feel hurt...
I deserve everythin...



***torn apart***

No longer I know what to say anymore...

i m torn apart...i cant feel myself...

If possible, i wan to b immature and not b so coward for just this once..

to leave every1...to be able to leave every1 tt i've ever knew



***If I could stop breathing***

If I could stop breathing or just faint now..
I'll believe there is God..And I'll thank God...



***jaychou song***

天空灰的像哭过
离开你以后
并没有更自由
酸酸的空气
守住我们的距离
一幕醉心的结局
像呼吸般无法停息
抽屉泛黄的日记
榨干了回忆
那笑容是夏季
你我的过去
被算是真的忘记
缺氧过后的爱情
存心的眼泪是多余
我知道你我都没有错
只是忘了怎么退后
信誓旦旦给的承诺
却被时间扑了空
我知道我们都没有错
只是放手会比较好过
最美的爱情回忆里待续