The wind is shaking the windows
and over my small room,the stars fill up the sky
shining brightly too many to count
the stars reassure tired me
shining brightly too many to count,
that are deep inside me
Don’t be hurt too much.
They hug me tight and pamper me
and comfort me,telling me to go to sleep
Though I’m exhausted to the point where I can’t walk
Though my tears blur my vision
Even if Love's not meant for me
I will keep on smiling
Even though our happy times were short
I’ll treasure it deep inside my heart
like those countless number of stars, forever
My dream is coming.
though it is unusual that my one star is bright
it is very bright, even blinding..
it comes down to my shoulder
Stop being so sad..
it holds my hand as it touches me
and gives me a warm hug
Only for today, I won’t cry though my eyes fill with tears
I want to laugh like those stars
Oh~ I want to cherish all my happy moments
deep inside my heart
Like those countless number of stars, forever...
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Feeling kinda moody, kinda sad, kinda lost, kinda .....
Feel li crying..tears at the edge...feel li crap...feel sulky...feel i shouldnt even try at all...feel i shouldnt try to like myself as well...
.......................didnt wanna say too much..jux wanna type out how i feel now........................
Jas@4:00 pm
Sunday, April 23, 2006
***i love him i really do..i miss him i really miss him***
today saturday see so many bota at orchard...every little thing reminds me of bby.. i miss him i miss him I MISS HIM!!!!!!!
can u faster come back... ='(
Jas@3:22 pm
Saturday, April 22, 2006
***alone all alone***
alone at home..mom go cruising trip left me alone...bby today field camp..1st time bby nv call me..feel weird.but i adjust well.. seriously think..startin of relationship one day nv see him whole day mood nt really gd sia..so everyday meet..see him makes me happi..v happi in fact
Now it seems tt alright but once he book out i m still very very happi..but the way he treat me make me feel disappointed..rather nt see him..but i miss him..haix..wo shi ge bei can de nu ren.. duno y i make myself seems so desperate..i do nt know why..
i gt one big problem..frenx..can u help me..i love him alot...i scared to lose him.. P.S Frenx or strangers happen to see dix post help me out.. how can i trust him..i find myself very hard to trust him.. he had once firlt by sms w other gals..ok i hate tt biatch..i know tt..i hate him too..but at the same timei love him alot.. i wanted to trust him again so tt we both can be better n i can be more relax nt guessin too much makin myself damn sad when he go out w anione... i m a possessive person...but if i cld trust him i believe i can give him mre freedom n at the same time both of us are happi....
