***saddening freezing day***

Unhappy times w him again...
duno how to explain wat exactly...
Haix...crying heartachingly, wanted some distraction from the ache so find ppl chat chat...was chatting with my kor jus now...he keep wanna meet me..i know he meant well but i jus wanna be alone...its hrd for me to share what exactly how exactly things happen...

DJ DevilCp!!! Teddie's Cafe BANZAI!!!!!! says:
mei promiss that never chose someone that dont know how to cherish u.

I understand what kor is saying but i really duno...
since young, i am v inconfident, i dun have much friends, dun have much friends tt will be there for me when i need them(or rather i nv let them know?? mayb i shld make mre friends??)

Me: Inconfident, Extremely sensitive, Extremely insecure, likes to see things in a logic way(ability to spot lies though nt 100%), likes to doubt, hard to trust ppl...

with all this que dian, its no wonder why bad things keep happening...
i tried improve, tried change but no results yet..
or isit i dont deserve to be love? deserve to be lied to since young at the age of 8(friends who i told b4 will know..)

haix...life sux

Jas@9:59 pm

***If a Girl Cries for You***

If a girl cried in front of you, it means that she couldn't take it anymore...

If you take her hand, she would stay with you for the rest of your life...
If you let her go, she couldn't go back to being herself anymore...

A girl wont cry easily...
EXCEPT in front of the person who she love the most, she becomes weak..

A girl wont cry easily...
only when she loves you the most, she put down her ego...

To all Guys,
If a girl cries because of you, please hold her hands firmly, she's the one who would stay with you for the rest of your life.

Please dont give her up, maybe because of your decision, you ruin her life.

When she cry right in front of you...

When she cry because of you...
Look into her eyes... Can you see and feel the pain and hurt she's feeling?

Think....

Which other girl have cried with pure sincerity... Infront of you, and because of you?

She cry not because she is weak...
She cry not because she wan sympathy or pity...

She cry...
Because crying silently is no longer possible...
The pain.. hurt... & agony have become too big a burden to be kept inside...

Think about it...

If a girl cry her heart out to you...And all because of you...
Its time to look back on wat u have done...
Only you will know the answer to it...
You might have indirectly the cause of her changing in person...

Do consider it. Cause one day....

It may be too late for regrets...

It may be too late to say "I'm Sorry"(real heart felt sorry)...

Dont do this to a girl,

You may regret for the rest of your life...
Maybe in your life, she's the only one that love YOU the most...
And you ended up HURTING her the most!

Jas@7:23 pm

Sunday, August 10, 2008

***phrase 2***

another phrase i come across

"遇到你是我最大的奇迹...
还是我最大痛苦..."

Jas@7:48 pm

Saturday, August 09, 2008

***phrase 2***

Another phrase

"你对我说的每一句话, 做的每一件事...
都能让我飞上天堂...
也能让我跌入地狱..."

Jas@7:30 pm

Monday, August 04, 2008

***phrase 1***

Was watching a Taiwan Ou Xiang Ju call Rolling Love..come across a sentence, find it meaningful so just post it as a memory =)

"我相信伤痛一定会渡过...
但爱会留下来..."

Jas@2:24 pm