The wind is shaking the windows
and over my small room,the stars fill up the sky
shining brightly too many to count
the stars reassure tired me
shining brightly too many to count,
that are deep inside me
Don’t be hurt too much.
They hug me tight and pamper me
and comfort me,telling me to go to sleep
Though I’m exhausted to the point where I can’t walk
Though my tears blur my vision
Even if Love's not meant for me
I will keep on smiling
Even though our happy times were short
I’ll treasure it deep inside my heart
like those countless number of stars, forever
My dream is coming.
though it is unusual that my one star is bright
it is very bright, even blinding..
it comes down to my shoulder
Stop being so sad..
it holds my hand as it touches me
and gives me a warm hug
Only for today, I won’t cry though my eyes fill with tears
I want to laugh like those stars
Oh~ I want to cherish all my happy moments
deep inside my heart
Like those countless number of stars, forever...
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***OMG i dont feel like studying anymore..ARGHX...KILL ME!!!***
So sian 4+am in the morning, i tried my so very best to study but i just cant. I am so damn distracted and i have to go out later to take pay, so sch "so call study w my frenx" den after that meet my bby. So tired...Can study at all, i just cant...kill me...i m so damn stress now, the only way out is to study but i cant focus to study at all, I really duno wad to do le..so sian so sian so sian...i miss my bby... can he console me abit bt dix...i guess he cant..he is nt tt sensitive kind of guy and even if he noes he wont know wad to do abt it..so the best he can do is mind his own business which makes me think that he doesnt care..OMG!!! WTH....i m really going crazy le... dont feel like studying but if i dont wad can i do??? I really duno where shld i go in dix life..i m lost...i hate dix aimless feeling... i only wanna wrk hrd for a goal but dere seems to be none in my life i can tot of one.. Sometimes really feel that if my life has end lidat..will it be better??? but i cant leave my mom alone, i cant bear to leave my bby...i like the life i am having and i hate it...it is sometimes so contradicting, i really duno wad i wan aso.. why m i always feel lost in everything i do , everythin i face...life too perfect isnt gd, life to tough makes u wanna end it...HUMANS!!! Funny things...very chim n hrd to understand objects..i dont understand y the hell i will think so much think lidat aso...but its jux me..jux wondering y some ppl wont think so much..but some ppl will...hmm...i dont think any1 can get a ans out of it as well..so jux forget it ba..haix...face my exam now mre imprtant!!! Oki3z End h3re ba... ... Go back to my miserable study...sobx...hope to finish at least half of my notes for BNT at least b4 i slp abit...den later foucs on teleSys...sianx arx... /**end of naggy blog**/