The wind is shaking the windows
and over my small room,the stars fill up the sky
shining brightly too many to count
the stars reassure tired me
shining brightly too many to count,
that are deep inside me
Don’t be hurt too much.
They hug me tight and pamper me
and comfort me,telling me to go to sleep
Though I’m exhausted to the point where I can’t walk
Though my tears blur my vision
Even if Love's not meant for me
I will keep on smiling
Even though our happy times were short
I’ll treasure it deep inside my heart
like those countless number of stars, forever
My dream is coming.
though it is unusual that my one star is bright
it is very bright, even blinding..
it comes down to my shoulder
Stop being so sad..
it holds my hand as it touches me
and gives me a warm hug
Only for today, I won’t cry though my eyes fill with tears
I want to laugh like those stars
Oh~ I want to cherish all my happy moments
deep inside my heart
Like those countless number of stars, forever...
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Haiz..for duno what reason my mood is so damn bad...really feel like crying but no reason for me to cry at all...whats has got into me?? i feel so lousy..i really wanna cry now..but who can lend me a shoulder at dix time...i wan my baby to lend me his shoulder to cry..jux let me cry..no reason but jux need to..feeling so down recently..no confident of myself at all..duno what to do to it at all..but i dun wan my baby to feel frustrated irritated or wad eva..i jux need him to let him cry in his arms...without thinking too much...everytime i didnt really cry my hearts out is cox i dont wan him to be unhappy..i wan him to be happy with me always happy with me...cox i love him..rather suffer the pain den let him pain w me...but i jux cant take it anymore..i can no longer cope with my inner emotions alone..all the while my very inner emotions i hide i try to ignore i try to pretend nothin happen..so my love ones will not worry bt me and be happy...but i can no longer cope anymore..i am losing the energy to control it anymore....i really feel like crying now...cant take it..lost...duno wad to do...i dont even have a real and clear answer or solution on what has happen to me and how can i do somthing to it to make myself feel better....
everytime when i was with him i do feel better...being with someone u deeply love is a v happy thing..it make me forget my inner trouble for a while..but when late at night..when he is not with me...neither do i see him nor hear him...i feel so terrible..i distract myself by watching anime, tv, playing game...whatever but it doesnt work..i feel terrible..really terrible...i wanna cry..somehow i wish it will rain tonight...raining makes me cry better...wish i had my own room to cry out...without my family worrying about me....i can only cry late at night in my bed quietly...that feels terrible...cryin secretly and quietly simply such makes me cry more..i can cry till morning without slpin...haix...i cant take it tts y i try to write something in the blog to figure out whats wrong..tryin to search my heart to find some answer...but i simply couldnt..my whole mind is thinkin about my baby..wishing he could always be by me..get me out of my troubles...i m too down now to think anymore..i jux wanna have a good cry tonight... ... thats all i could and want to do for now... ...
