The wind is shaking the windows
and over my small room,the stars fill up the sky
shining brightly too many to count
the stars reassure tired me
shining brightly too many to count,
that are deep inside me
Don’t be hurt too much.
They hug me tight and pamper me
and comfort me,telling me to go to sleep
Though I’m exhausted to the point where I can’t walk
Though my tears blur my vision
Even if Love's not meant for me
I will keep on smiling
Even though our happy times were short
I’ll treasure it deep inside my heart
like those countless number of stars, forever
My dream is coming.
though it is unusual that my one star is bright
it is very bright, even blinding..
it comes down to my shoulder
Stop being so sad..
it holds my hand as it touches me
and gives me a warm hug
Only for today, I won’t cry though my eyes fill with tears
I want to laugh like those stars
Oh~ I want to cherish all my happy moments
deep inside my heart
Like those countless number of stars, forever...
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Perhaps i really didnt give him a way out except to lie to me...but i feel no matter what kind of situation he shouldnt have lie to me...i hate ppl who lie to me..i hate..totally hate...but y doesnt he have to lie to me..its the 2nd time..and on the 1st time i have already told him about my hatred for that...
i know i didnt give him a way out..but i jux dont understand..everytime he got a whole day to spend he will choose his frenx...but for short hours after his wrk..2-3 hrs..those pathetic short hours is left for me only....i dont understand y..sometimes i was thinking he doesnt love me..i m jux someone that can accompany him when his frenx is not with him..i hate that feeling..thats y i make a big fuss out of it..
frm last night i m feeling so awful inside me..wishing that today he could be by my side to give me the comfort that i have been waiting for the whole night but instead he wan to be w his frenx..and even give me the hope if i will wait till night i will get to see him..to comfort me at least a little but it all turns out to be a lie..a lie and hurts me deeply dix time...its the 2nd one...
i feel so awful now...i duno wad to do..i duno wad i wan...i cant think properly anymore..he doesnt know wad i m facing in my inner heart now..i feel tired..feel li throwing everyting behind me..including my 2 most love..my mom and u...i feel li running awy frm u 2...and be alone forever....alone from everyone....alone from this stoopid life i m facing...i feel li giving up on everything..giving up on things i've been tryin so hard all the while..dix is the 1st time i m feeling that...the very 1st time..but i m struggling...i love u..i dont wanna lose u at all..i dont wan..but i m so tired....not only becox of u....but aso of lots of things....u will never really understand..i have to always act the happy face infrnt of everyone includin u..i m so sick of that....
