The wind is shaking the windows
and over my small room,the stars fill up the sky
shining brightly too many to count
the stars reassure tired me
shining brightly too many to count,
that are deep inside me
Don’t be hurt too much.
They hug me tight and pamper me
and comfort me,telling me to go to sleep
Though I’m exhausted to the point where I can’t walk
Though my tears blur my vision
Even if Love's not meant for me
I will keep on smiling
Even though our happy times were short
I’ll treasure it deep inside my heart
like those countless number of stars, forever
My dream is coming.
though it is unusual that my one star is bright
it is very bright, even blinding..
it comes down to my shoulder
Stop being so sad..
it holds my hand as it touches me
and gives me a warm hug
Only for today, I won’t cry though my eyes fill with tears
I want to laugh like those stars
Oh~ I want to cherish all my happy moments
deep inside my heart
Like those countless number of stars, forever...
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About 5 hrs later, its gonna be my java exam. i am struggling to remember and understand.
Today feel seriously jialat, cried for 3-4hrs this afternoon till i flu and eye now cant even open well, very slpy.. I feel like dying or running away from home, i wanna study no more, i wanna drop out but i cant for my family sake. i dont wish to hurt my mom and disappoint her. And all i can do now is hang on and try my best to study..which i has no heart no motivation no interest in.. i can only hang on and struggle, no other option...
Baby very important in my life, though just only for a while, though he is damn tired, he accompany for awhile, letting me cry in his hug while he sayang me. Best part is he dont really question me about wat happen. i dont wish and dont wanna say, its jus regarding my studies. idont wanna say cox i dont wan him to comfort me by words or give solutions...he wont understand i dont need tt..tts y i reluctant to tell him y...all i want from him is jus a hug some words so calm me down to show he care and he love...and thank god he did tt today...i m still stress out but better after his accompany...maybe he will be quite fed up w me or wat..but i still thank him for the silent hug he gave me today letting me jus to cry my heart out..to relieve abit...
i sick or watever go hospital faint...i plan to chiong studies all night le..though its still kinda hard for me to focus 100% in studyin but at least i did, i knew i did my part..jux wish me luck...no matter who no matter wat i jux need the luck the bless for me to pass this exam i have been so worried and struggled for this semester.
Continue to study now le...i will update this blog when i have abit of the time quite oftenly.. i need some place to talk..jus to type out to make myself more clear minded and calm.... thank to the ppl who created this thing call blog...i dont have a habit of keeping a diary, i lazy to write but i like to type..so this is a good place for me...as a comfort maybe..it may nt be a living thing but it helps me to calm myself down and i like it =)
