Today i was reading the past blogs..the blog i have started after being w him n because of him..i realise our start is 90% painful cox of the cling he had w his ex..and his hack care attitude..now aso still have this hack care attitude..haiz..it make him look tt he is nt a sincere person at all lo..i thinkin if he go out wrk w this same attitude..sure die..lol..

Reading past blog make me feel alot..feel abit sad..our happy times r all little unhappy times has more...i know its my fault but nt totally mine cox he has some parts to blame for as well beacuse of the way he handle things n the way he treats people..he is lazy i dont mind, cox i m too but cant possibly lazy of everythin ma..its not gd..its spoils everythin...

I m nt perfectionist in life but kinda perfectionist in love, i noe i cant expect perfect frm him but at least he love me n show the love..hmm..i dont wish to say more aso liao la..jux feel alto by seeing all those blog..i have love him alot frm the day i say ok to him...i nv ever regret it..the only thin i regret is mayb i have said ok too early..too early in a sense tt he does nt really like me alot yet...but due to my character its hrd for me to wait..

Now jux hope i can b a happier person, him as a happier bf of mine, we leading a happier life...loving each other happier n last....n have more happy times n memories..(tts y sometimes i wan to go stupid places w him, zoo, bird park or wat ever la..places where we can take photo n have fun..i wan to create happy times..i m tryin but he doesnt pei he wo..i duno how aso)

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