***16/06/06-19/06/06 Entries-- i love u baby!!***

I gonna one shot post 4 blog..dix few day alot things wanna say but no time..so waited till today..

16/06/06 Friday
Today bby went my house watch soccer...we watch 1st 2 match but last match i watch bit nia..den i bth le..wan slp..so bby follow me to my room slp w my mom already asleep..
its a v nice feeling able to stay together and mom didnt say anithin..tot she wld mind but she didnt say anithing..dix mayb the last time bby stay my hus in short time..cox monday he booking in come out only on saturday n nxt time no world cup i no excuse for him to stay over for whole night..lol..but there will b ways de..bby love u..


17/06/06 Saturday
Actually plan to go zoo today to celebrate earlier for our anniversary which is on sunday but we too tired..afternoon den wake up..den after tt we pei my mama go hg mall awhile den we go back to yishun..ww slack awhile, he go bathe blah blah blah den we go his ah ma hus eat abit..after tt we went marina square walk arund den go makan long john...after tt we went esplande there, i bought candy floss to eat..i love candy floss...i wanted to go there v much long time nv go le...esplande park--tt place on 18/06/05 is the place tt we i really fall for him, our 1st hug, 1st kiss, 1st holding of hand is all at there..its a place filled w precious memories..the place tt i let him into my life, my heart...i treasure tt memory alot, hope he knows tt..n treasure tt part of memory too... =)


18/06/06 Sunday
Today sunday 18/06/06, out 1st Anniversary..time past really fast, it seems i jux gt to know him.our 1st met at work, Raffles Place doing roadshow only 1 day, wen ate lunch together at Mac..hmm he ate macspicy double..as for me i forgot, its either nuggets or macchicken..haha..its quite comfortable to b w him..i can talk freely nt feeling weird, its funny cox usually 1 noe a guy for 1st time i dont react the same way as i do to him... After weeks, met him again at roadshow in toapayoh, our 2nd meet..we exhange numbers tt day...didnt expect at all i will fall for him so deeply..jux tt i gt gd impression of him..heex..
Gt one day i went back to UO w my ex to take pay, on way back i saw him, i greeted him but he give me the face of "who the hell is she"..he was w a gal..."wth" is wat i m thinkin..stupid guy..

den on the yr of 2005.. i broke up w my ex..feeling kinda sian cox nt used to being alone, though i gt frens tt r w me when i needed them..So after the roadshow for UO on flexideposit, i sort of quite uo..but i went back again to do roashows on credit card cox im sian, on 12/06/05 sunday i met him again..i was having roadshow at faber hus while he having roadshow at hello shop, he saw me on sat but he nv say hi..but sunday, he end roadshow earlier den us..he came to my site..i m glad to see him again actually since i gt gd impression on him but still i nv expect he can b so important to me in my life...we went out tt day as a grp, all roadshow ppl, we walk walk talk talk say lots of thing..n he was the one saying love is nt important in life..blah blah la..end up we together tt time, he kena say by peiling..lol..
Okay..so after 12/06/05 sunday, monday i went out w mom to hg mall to do spect n buy lenses, he say wanna come hg meet me for dinner..end up we sit down talk talk n he smoke nia..den continous days he meet me..i sort of fall for him durin tt week, he asked me on 18/06/05 though we held hands, we hug, we kiss already but i asked for 1 week for me to think bt it..cox i m scared to go into r/s again..

The following week, 24/06/05 friday i was doin roadshow at expo..the rodshow is from fri to sun till 10pm everyday while he was doing roadshow at orchard for ladies card end at 7/8pm..he came all the way down frm orchard to expo to fetch me home =) i like the feeling of being cared n having the attention, so on 25/06/05 saturday, i agreed to be his baby gal n him to b my baby boi..**end story of our starting**

OKay now back to 18/06/06 sunday, we celebrate our 1st anniversary, we didnt buy anithin for each other cox we are both broke..kinda disappointed but nvm lo..is bo bian de..i dun wanna jux go town or wat li boring n wun be special so we went to zoo..lol..its fun haha but i nt tt energetic tt day cox i tired..but wasted la..but i love it v much =) its a gd anniversary =)
cox today aso falls on father day, after we went zoo, we ate at amk,den play pool for 1hr plus den we went east coast to makan w his family..nt bad ar..v full tt day..lol


19/06/06 MondaY
Today is a super tiring sick n cold day for me..morning woke up late den some mre heavy rain, i couldnt find ani umbrella..wanted to take cab but alot ppl, so ran to busstop take bus lo..the time i reach bus stop, the shirt, my jeans my hair all wet, all dripping water sia..lucky when i board the bus, aircon nt strong..of cox when i reach sch i m late la but i dont care..i take off my shirt n wear my sweater..lucly gt sweater arbo cold si in lab lo..v tiring day..wanna slp..already decided go home straight to slp today buy bby ask me go his hus take thing for him..i m so unwilling to do so lo..sian sia..plus my ezlink no $ i wanna save some $ lo..
I lazy but i still go for his sake, for the word in my heart saying i love him n is willin to do anithin for him..so i went yishun take things le take train go yew tee..i had trouble findin his camp, so i took a cab but uncle aso duno where lo..but lucky finally found it..but wasted my $..den i waited outside his camp li idiot..v dark n v scary for li half an hr..finally he out..cant talk to him much cox gt ppl..jux pass him things den i go liao...
feel so sick n tired..mayb is cox nv eat dinner n the rain dix morning..
We sms while i on my way home...he text "baby i love u"..i m happy ..i feel better.. den he said "love u alot"..i feel tt all the trouble i had taken today for him is all worth it..

I am a 2sided person..i m easily contented n aso greedy in r/s..but he only can see my greedy side..i wan him to pei me everyday, i noe its too far n unresaonable but i need time la...i m a person tt lacks sense of security..i always feel lonely..i needed attention, alot of attention..i m aso easily contented, as long as he jux say sthin li he love me..n care for me when neccessary abit..jux a few words..i will feel everythin is worthwhile even the tears i drop for him..

Ok..this blog is super long sia..bth..in nxt update i will upload photo..stay tuned..