The wind is shaking the windows
and over my small room,the stars fill up the sky
shining brightly too many to count
the stars reassure tired me
shining brightly too many to count,
that are deep inside me
Don’t be hurt too much.
They hug me tight and pamper me
and comfort me,telling me to go to sleep
Though I’m exhausted to the point where I can’t walk
Though my tears blur my vision
Even if Love's not meant for me
I will keep on smiling
Even though our happy times were short
I’ll treasure it deep inside my heart
like those countless number of stars, forever
My dream is coming.
though it is unusual that my one star is bright
it is very bright, even blinding..
it comes down to my shoulder
Stop being so sad..
it holds my hand as it touches me
and gives me a warm hug
Only for today, I won’t cry though my eyes fill with tears
I want to laugh like those stars
Oh~ I want to cherish all my happy moments
deep inside my heart
Like those countless number of stars, forever...
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I am suffocating, Really. I tried to be calm and control my tears from falling but its just wont stop cox my heart is aching very very painfully.
Before I went to bathe just now, I told him that we’ll stop meeting for a while so that he will see his heart clearly. I cant accept him having 2 person in heart, yes maybe I m selfish but its me..
So I guess its the end, my heart is really breaking into million pieces.. tears flowing down like tap. He said he make his decision by choosing me but the decision is made with his mind, not his heart. I want him to be clear of his heart.
Allowing a time-break, for me is the same as leaving him already, I had no confident at all his heart will choose me, I am a very pampered gal, hard to please, etc. The only point I win over her is I wont die cause he smoke and I never ever force him to quit. But this is not love. I had no confident at all, for so long even he never saw her or really contact her, he still loves her. And me someone who is always by his side..Because of this point, I pre-determined I have lost. And he said being with me is very stressful, so I think I lost double.
I love him true & deep. I want him be happy. Be with someone he love deeply and truly, love someone that loves him as well. Now I finally understand why people say, if your love is true, you will let him go.
I love him, if his heart decides that it could allow only 1 person and that person is not me. I will let him go, I know its gonna be so damn painful, but I only want best for him. Because no matter how much I willing to do for him and sacrifice for him, I am not the only true love, its all of no point.
