STARS

The wind is shaking the windows and over my small room,the stars fill up the sky shining brightly too many to count the stars reassure tired me shining brightly too many to count, that are deep inside me

Don’t be hurt too much. They hug me tight and pamper me and comfort me,telling me to go to sleep

Though I’m exhausted to the point where I can’t walk Though my tears blur my vision Even if Love's not meant for me

I will keep on smiling Even though our happy times were short I’ll treasure it deep inside my heart like those countless number of stars, forever

My dream is coming. though it is unusual that my one star is bright it is very bright, even blinding.. it comes down to my shoulder

Stop being so sad.. it holds my hand as it touches me and gives me a warm hug Only for today, I won’t cry though my eyes fill with tears I want to laugh like those stars Oh~ I want to cherish all my happy moments deep inside my heart Like those countless number of stars, forever...


whisper a wish


hijack a shooting star

baBy: =D
Edwin KorKor: =D
Veron: =D
WeNdy: =D

wishing upon shooting stars

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Monday, August 25, 2008

***saddening freezing day***

Unhappy times w him again...
duno how to explain wat exactly...
Haix...crying heartachingly, wanted some distraction from the ache so find ppl chat chat...was chatting with my kor jus now...he keep wanna meet me..i know he meant well but i jus wanna be alone...its hrd for me to share what exactly how exactly things happen...

DJ DevilCp!!! Teddie's Cafe BANZAI!!!!!! says:
mei promiss that never chose someone that dont know how to cherish u.

I understand what kor is saying but i really duno...
since young, i am v inconfident, i dun have much friends, dun have much friends tt will be there for me when i need them(or rather i nv let them know?? mayb i shld make mre friends??)

Me: Inconfident, Extremely sensitive, Extremely insecure, likes to see things in a logic way(ability to spot lies though nt 100%), likes to doubt, hard to trust ppl...

with all this que dian, its no wonder why bad things keep happening...
i tried improve, tried change but no results yet..
or isit i dont deserve to be love? deserve to be lied to since young at the age of 8(friends who i told b4 will know..)

haix...life sux

Jas@9:59 pm