***hurts***

my heart hurts...

I continue to slp even when i am not slpy and awake..to nt feel anithing...

everytime i woke up, just li now...

my tears wont stop...

it jus wont stop...

i hurt myself to stop the pain in my heart..

but the effect is very short...

minutes later...

my heart aches badly again..

tears continue to flow non-stop...

it jus doesnt stop...

i know i m stupid..

but i jus couldnt control myself..

ppl might scold me for being stupid...

but pls understand i cant control..

i jus feel v tong ku...

even after all these hurts..

i still love him...

i hate myself for being stupid..

but i jus couldn't control..

my heart continues to hurt...

my tears continues to flow... ...



***五月天 - 你不是真正的快乐***

五月天 - 你不是真正的快乐

人群中哭着
你只想变成透明的颜色
你再也不会梦 或痛 或心动了
你已经决定了 你已经决定了
你静静忍着
紧紧把昨天在拳心握着
而回忆越是甜就是越伤人了
越是在手心留下密密麻麻深深浅浅的刀割

你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳

这世界笑了
於是你合群的一起笑了
当生存是规则 不是你的选择
於是你含着眼泪飘飘荡荡跌跌撞撞的走着

你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳

你不是真正的快乐
你的伤从不肯完全的癒合
我站在你左侧 却像隔着银河
难道就真的抱着遗憾一直到老了
然後才後悔着

你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳

你不是真正的快乐
你的伤从不肯完全的癒合
我站在你左侧 却像隔着银河
难道就真的抱着遗憾一直到老了

你值得真正的快乐
你应该脱下你穿的保护色
为什麽失去了
还要被惩罚呢
能不能就让悲伤全部结束在此刻
重新开始活着



***Mandai White Tiger Kills Malaysian Man***



(Photos taken from Straits Time)

Was reading this piece of news form the Chinese papers days ago.
Found out our mandai zoo, that 3 tiger actually killed a man.. omg..
Man was from Malaysia Sarawak if I’m not wrong.
The 3 white tiger killed the Malaysian cleaner who went into their territory for don’t know what reason… and kena attack.. dots…
Injured at back, neck and just die of serious bites and injury…meaning the tiger kill him but never eat him…

Or rather, haven manage to eat him yet…( cox was distracted by the zoo-keepers as they trying to save the cleaner out)

Basically, from what I know, if the tiger eats the man, they MUST be killed because they will crave for more human meat once they start to have the taste of it…

So lucky for the tigers, they were distracted and nv eat the poor guy..

Actually those tigers are still fierce & crave for humans eat I guess,,,
Remembering once I went to the zoo, was at the white tiger spot for quite long..
And realise that everytime a kid/children walks by..the tigers will become excited (keep walking left and right, faster n faster…lol)



***My Ma Ge Family***


From Left: Ah Blue Ah Mi Tuo Fo; Yuan Yuan
From Right: Ma Ge Yu; Ma Ge; Hamster
Center from Top: Ma Ge Mao; King Kong

=D



***disappointed***

Disappointed...

I had a lousy bf..a bf that makes me really disappointed till end...

Words describing:
Imature
Irresponsible
Lack of Integrity
Lack of courtesy
Hack care attitude
Behave li a spoilt kid

Wat can make him grow?
Till super unhappy things/unfortunate things that happen cause of him that will he wake?

Sigh... ...

To his fishing friends:
You are nt being his friend, u are pushing him to be even mre irresponsible of his life...
Do you have any idea how much debt he is in? just that people dont push him or rather he just MIA from everyone... wai till he even start borrow $ from u guys? and disappear? Again?
Everyone that really loves him from heart is upset, disappointed with him..
His dad, mom, me...